My next exam

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oday... I am very very shock... suddenly I can think, my head is heavy.. my eyes is blured because of tears... Because of the result of laboratorium.

My dear God, thank you for new exam that you give me today. Alhamdu lillahi rabbil `aalamiin.

In the last time of my recovery time, you know that I still have more strenght, so you give me another one exam. It is mean that you know I can pass it.

While my friends from high school meet me this night, I still can smile. But.. while it is over.. I start to cry again..

Ya Allah..Give me strength, give me patient... I have to be strong, because my parent is still need me