A light

T
oday, I feel more better than yesterday. I should not keep like this. I have to wake up. Having another pain is not always the end of the day. It is always a hope out there. It is enough two days only keep silence. Now it is time to find solution. My parent give my middle name "dian" with a hope that I will always be a light. I won't give up. The laaste decision maker is God. I will try until my limit. Then I will see the answer. Will I survive or not? I know the answer that I will. Amein.

My familie from Netherlands have light a candle for me. My friends are also support me. I have to stand up. semangat!